Monday, September 24, 2012

Idols

We have our pretty idols set up nice and tall, It tells us blatant lies and sings deceiving rhymes,
Yet with timely manner we gladly partake it all and squander at its altar what we can't afford to..

Oh wait, Hold that thought! its 9 o'clock, my shows about to start.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Wow! God is cool!

I'm planning a babyshower for my sweet friend Val and thinking about the way that the Lord designed our bodies to do the crazy things they do (like grow a baby for 9 months) made me want to watch this video again!

Update: Here's a few photo's of the babyshower!






Thursday, May 3, 2012

FW Boreham excerpt






This is an excerpt that was posted online by the FW Boreham fan page. It’s from his book “The blessings of Life”. 


"This true story is a reminder that we never know how God has blessed the seeds which we have sown through life and ought to be an encouragement both to those more public and private laborers whose efforts seam to involve much rocky soil.

“Dr Alexander Whyte loved to tell of a commercial traveler named Rigby who, when in Edinburgh, used to stay at the Waverly Hotel, and, on Sundays always made his way to St George’s. He could not preach and always found it difficult even to discuss spiritual themes with others. But before leaving the hotel for church he always looked around for somebody whom he could invite to accompany him. One morning, on approaching a man with this invitation, he received something like a rebuff! The stranger at first refused, but finally consented, and was so moved by the service that he asked Mr Rigby to go with him again in the evening. That night at St Georges, he found Christ. Next morning, in the course of his business, Mr Rigsby chanced to pass the home of Dr Alexander Whyte. Acting on a sudden impulse, he made up his mind to call and tell Dr Whyte of his experience on Sunday. Dr Whyte was deeply moved. “I thought.” He said, :that last nights sermon fell very flat and I have been feeling very depressed about it. But what did you say your name was?” Mr Rigby repeated it. “Why” exclaimed Dr Whyte in delight, “you are the man I’ve been looking for for years!” He then went to his study and returned carrying a bundle of letters, from which he read such extracts as these:
“I was spending a week-end in Edinburg some weeks ago, and a fellow commercial called Rigby invited me to accompany him to St George’s. The message of that service changed my life”... “I am a young man, and the other day I came to hear you preach, at the invitation of a man called Rigby, and in that service I decided to dedicate my life to Christ”. Dr Whyte sent on to say that twelve of the letters were from young men, of whom four had already entered the ministry”

So do what you can, where you can, however unfit you feel and who knows what the Lord might do!”

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Mountains and Praise reports



God is consistent, He is there and He is Not silent. I'd love to share a praise report that builds the Faith I have in the Lord but first I have a prayer request.

Fundraising is hard work but its wonderful to see how God pulls things together and how God's people gather around to make it happen! I've raised 1,068 dollars for the trip to Russia so far.  It's great to see how the Lord works and how God uses His people to gather around a cause like a missions trip. I still have a large chunk to raise for the ticket so I need your prayers. 

Persistence in Prayer not only helps us learn patience but it also shows a couple of key things about our walks with the Lord. 
1.) We have a faith and trust in Him that will not end. 
2.) We do what He told us to do in the Bible! 
That parable about knocking was pretty clear that persistence is key. Persistence in prayer along with faith can move mountains and 700 to 900 more dollars for a ticket is a little mountain to the Lord!

Now on to the Good stuff....:)

Alyssa, Kristin and I decide to throw a bbq to raise money for the upcoming missions trip and we budgeted 100 dollars for the supplies. 50 people bought tickets and we knew more would show up, so when we went to the store it was hard to decide what to purchase. We wanted everyone to like the food that they were going to be served and we also needed to purchase plates and cups ect. During that trip to the grocery store I think I said about 10 little prayers and said "I don't know" just as many times as we decided what to get and what to leave behind. 

I left for work a little hungry since I was on a lunch break and a little moody since I wasn't sure how things were going to turn out. Alyssa and Kristin got the last things on our list and went to the checkout line. At work I kept worrying and wondering if we would stay within one hundred dollars. The total was zero dollars!!! Zero dollars because God sent someone to pay for all the supplies!!! They were standing in line and someone asked if the items were for the Missions bbq and then paid for it!!! 

I'm not sure who this person was but that person did help my Faith and all out love for the Lord grow even deeper! I personally did not deserve for the Lord to have His hand in this situation. At the time I was moody and my faith was waning. How pure and wonderful is this God who loves even when we are most unlovely!? Sometimes He woos us by carefully timing the blessings that He gives. The bbq fundraiser went great! It was a gorgeous day, people liked the food, all of our friends were generous and I fell deeper in love with my Savior.

Missions trips are wonderful because we not only get to lend our hands and hearts to a resident missionary in another country, but we learn so much about the Lord in the process. When we want what He wants for the entire span of a missions trip that spreads into our everyday lives. 

Monday, March 26, 2012

Tozers Five Vows



Excerpt

Tozer's Five Vows


by A. W. Tozer

...Now there are five vows I have in mind which we do well to make and keep. 
The first is: Deal thoroughly with sin. Sin has been driven underground these days and has come up with a new name and face. You may be subjected to this phenomenon in the schools. Sin is called by various fancy names--anything but what it really is. For example, men don't get under conviction any more; they get a guilt complex. Instead of confessing their guilt to God and getting rid of it, they lie down on a couch and try to tell a man who ought to know better all about themselves. It comes out after a while that they were deeply disappointed when they were two years old or some such thing. That's supposed to make them better.
The whole thing is ridiculous, because sin is still the ancient enemy of the soul. It has never changed. We've got to deal firmly with sin in our lives. Let's remember that. “The kingdom of God is not meat and drink,” said Paul, “but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost” (Romans 14:17). Righteousness lies at the door of the kingdom of God. “The soul that sinneth, it shall die” (Ezekiel 18:4, 20).
This is not to preach sinless perfection. This is to say that every known sin is to be named, identified and repudiated, and that we must trust God for deliverance from it, so that there is no more sin anywhere in our lives. It is absolutely necessary that we deal thus, because God is a holy God and sin is on the throne of the world.
So don't call your sins by some other name. If you're jealous, call it jealousy. If you tend to pity yourself and feel that you are not appreciated, but are like a flower born to blush unseen and waste your sweetness on the desert air, call it what it is -- self-pity.
There is resentfulness. If you're resentful, admit it. I have met people who live in a state of sputtering indignation most of the time. I know of a preacher who acts like a hen thrown out of the nest. He keeps running in all directions clucking and complaining -- somebody is always doing him wrong. Well, if you have got that spirit, you must deal with it now. You must get that out of you. The blood of Jesus Christ cleanses from all sin. Instead of covering it up and trying to find a Greek marginal rendering somewhere to hide it under, call it by the right name, and get rid of it by the grace of God.
And then there is your temper. Don't call it indignation. Don't try to christen it by some other name. Call it chat it is. Because if you have a bad temper you will either get rid of it or it will get rid of much of your spirituality and most of your joy.
So let's deal with sin thoroughly. Let's be perfectly candid. God loves candid people.
Now the second vow is: Never own anything. I do not mean by this that you cannot have things. I mean that you ought to get delivered from this sense of possessing them. This sense of possessing is what hinders us. All babies are born with their fists clenched, and it seems to me it means: “This is mine!” One of the first things is “mine” in an angry voice. That sense of “This is mine” is a very injurious thing to the spirit. If you can get rid of it so that you have no feeling of possessing anything, there will come a great sense of freedom and liberty into your life.
Now don't think that you must sell all that you have and give it to charity. No, God will let you have your car and your business, your practice and your position, whatever it may be, provided you understand that it is not yours at all, but His, and all your are doing is just working for Him. You can be restful about it then, because we never need to worry about losing anything that belongs to someone else. If it is yours, you're always looking in your hand to see if it's stll there. If it's God's you no longer need to worry about it.
Let me point out some things you'll have to turn over to God. Property is one thing. Some of the dear Lord's children are being held back because there's a ball and chain on their legs. If it's a man, it's his big car and fine home. If it's a woman it's her china and her Louis XIV furniture and all the rest. Take that vase for instance. There it stands, and if anybody knocked it off and broke it the poor owner would probably lose five years from her life! 
The third vow is this: Never defend yourself. We're all born with a desire to defend ourselves. And if you insist upon defending yourself, God will let you do it. But if you turn the defense of yourself over to God He will defend you. He told Moses once, in Exodus 23:22: “I will be an enemy unto thine enemies and an adversary to thine adversaries.”
A long time ago the Lord and I went through the 23rd chapter of Exodus together and He gave it to me. For 30 years now it has been a source of untold blessing to my life. I don't have to fight. The Lord does the fighting for me. And He'll do the same for you. He will be an enemy to your enemy and an adversary to your adversary, and you'll never need to defend yourself.
What do we defend? Well, we defend our service, and particularly we defend our reputation. Your reputation is what people think you are, and if a story gets out about you the big temptation is to try to run it down. But you know, running down the source of a story is a hopeless task. Absolutely hopeless! It's like trying to find the bird after you've found the feather on your lawn. You can't do it. But if you'll turn yourslef wholly over tot he Lord He will defend you completely and see to it that no one will harm you. “No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper.” He says, and “every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn” (Isaish 54:17).
Next vow; Never pass anything on about anybody else that will hurt him. “Love covers a multitude of sins” (1 Peter 4:8). The talebearer has no place in God's favor. If you know something that would hinder or hurt the reputation of one of God's children, bury it forever. Find a little garden out back--a little spot somewhere--and when somebody comes around with an evil story, take it out and bury it, and say, “Here lies in peace the story about my brother.” God will take care of it. “With what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged”(Matthew 7:2).
If you want God to be good to you, you are going to have to be good to His children. You say, “That's not grace.” Well, grace gets you into the kingdom of God. That is unmerited favor. But after you are seated at the Father's table He expects to teach you table manners. And He won't let you eat unless you obey the etiquette of the table. And what is that? The etiquette of the table is that you don't tell stories about the brother who is sitting at the table with you--no matter what his denomination, or nationality or background.
Our next vow is: Never accept any glory. God is jealous of His glory and He will not give His glory to another. He will not even share His glory with another. It is quite natural, I should say, for people to hope that maybe their Christian service will give them a chance to display their talents. True, they want to serve the Lord. But they also want other people to now they are serving the Lord. They want to have a reputation among the saints. That is very dangerous ground--seeking a reputation among the saints. It's bad enough to seek a reputation in the world, but it's worse to seek a reputation among the people of God. Our Lord gave up His reputation, and so must we.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

a rending


The book of Joel starts off setting a rather interesting scene. Everything is destroyed! Verse four even goes as far as saying” that which the palmer worm hath left hath the locust eaten and that which the locust hath left the canker worm eaten and that which the canker worm hath left has the caterpillar eaten” In a time when crops mean life, absolutely nothing is left. The rivers have dried up by vs 20 and fire devoured the wilderness! God gets the people’s attention and then calls His people to listen and to pass the word to their children’s children’s children.
The day of the Lord is coming!!
I decided to study the Minor Prophets a while back and was hit with the thought that over and over again and in a variety of ways- God called His people to Holiness. He not only goes out of His way to warn people about the sins that they need to get rid of, but he also shows them how to be reconciled to Himself. After the service last week I thought a lot about sin during my time with the Lord…How to be rid of it, how to confess it and how to be a beautiful and spotless bride when the Lord returns.
Chapter two of Joel begins with the reminder that the day of the Lord is coming, the trumpet of Zion will be blown, nations will fall, people will tremble. The part of the warning that grabs my attention the most is verse 13 where Joel tells the people that in order to be ready for the coming of the Lord they have to “Rend your hearts and not your garments”. He is speaking of real change and not just the outward appearance of change. Though everything around them has crumbled he reminds them that God is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and of great kindness.
“Rend your hearts and not your garments” seems to be the theme of my heart this week as I search my heart, actions and motives and ask the Lord to search me.
According to Websters dictionary the word “Rend” means:
1 To split or tear apart or in pieces by violence
2. to lacerate mentally or emotionally
3. to pierce with sound
4. to divide into contesting factions

With the Lord’s help I have been rending my heart this week and what I’ve found there is not worthy of the Lord. (Youth aflame pages 184-189). It’s been a hard process but one that I know brings me closer to Him as He shows me not only what to change, but How.
I picked up a book by Ironside that had this striking line about the book of Joel in it “what was so intensely solemn was the fact that it was God’s voice, and there was a grave likelihood that the people might be occupied with only the rod and fail to hear Him who had appointed it.”

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Ridiculous Mercy Dustin Lau

The Little Ones

I've been reading "Lilith" by George Macdonald.

In this book there's a man called Mr Vane who finds within his house different portals into another land. This other place represents a lot of spiritual things that are taking place in his own world but also has it's own happenings. 

There have been deep thought provoking chapters about death and dying to self but my favorite parts so far have been the chapters about "the Little Ones". In his journey through the land Mr Vane runs into a forest of children who are actually much older than they appear but remain children still. They are caretakers and gardeners with delicious fruit tree's. They nurse Mr Vane back to health when he needs it and are always joyful and full of song! Their survival is dependent on working together and living in harmony with one another. The meaner or more selfish they become, the more they grow. Beside this forest of children resides a small encampment of Giants who were once little ones but don't remember their beginnings or are too selfish to care about whats around them...so much so that they can't even see the little ones living beside them. They care only for themselves and become more and more blind to the beauty that is around them as they continue to grow and pride themselves in their growth! What a beautiful picture of Child-likeness and the ugliness of pride! Thank you George Macdonald for describing this Godly characteristic and the value of it so well!

I'm not going to give anything else about this book away, it's a great read!!! I suggest it! :-)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

PRAYER QUOTES

"There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God." Brother Lawrence

"A life growing in its purity and devotion will be a more prayerful life."  E. M. Bounds 

"Talking to men for God is a great thing, but talking to God for men is greater still." E.M. Bounds

"The men who have done the most for God in this world have been early on their knees. He who fritters away the early morning, its opportunity and freshness, in other pursuits than seeking God will make poor headway seeking Him the rest of the day. If God is not first in our thoughts and efforts in the morning, He will be in the last place the remainder of the day." E.M. Bounds

"No learning can make up for the failure to pray. No earnestness, no diligence, no study, no gifts will supply its lack." E.M. Bounds

"The little estimate we put on prayer is evidence from the little time we give to it."  E.M. Bounds

"It is necessary to iterate and reiterate that prayer, as a mere habit, as a performance gone through by routine or in a professional way, is a dead and rotten thing."  E.M. Bounds

"Satan trembles when he sees even the weakest Christian on his knees." 


"Seven days without prayer makes one weak." 


"You may as soon find a living man that does not breath, as a living Christian that does not pray."  Matthew Henry

"Prayer will make a man cease from sin, or sin will entice a man to cease from prayer."


"Prayer is not overcoming God's reluctance, but laying hold of His willingness."  Martin Luther.

“The one concern of the devil is to keep Christians from praying.  He fears nothing from prayerless studies, prayerless work and prayerless religion. He laughs at our toil, mocks at our wisdom, but he trembles when we pray.”

“I would rather teach one man to pray than ten men to preach.”  Charles Spurgeon


"Prayer is the greatest of all forces, because it honors God and brings him into active aid."  E.M. Bounds

"Prayer should not be regarded "as a duty which must be performed, but rather as a privilege to be enjoyed, a rare delight that is always revealing some new beauty."  E.M. Bounds

"Faith in a prayer-hearing God will make a prayer-loving Christian." Andrew Murray

"The battle of prayer is against two things in the earthlies: wandering thoughts, and lack of intimacy with God's character as revealed in His word. Neither can be cured at once, but they can be cured by discipline." Oswald Chambers


"True prayer is measured by weight, not by length. A single groan before God may have more fullness of prayer in it than a fine oration of great length."  C. H. Spurgeon

"Little praying is a kind of make believe, a salve for the conscience, a farce and a delusion."  E. M. Bounds 

"The word of God is the food by which prayer is nourished and made strong."  E. M. Bounds

*. "If the spiritual life be healthy, under the full power of the Holy Spirit, praying without ceasing will be natural."  Andrew Murray 


“Time spent alone with God is not wasted.  It changes us; it changes our surroundings; and every Christian who would live the life that counts, and who would have power for service must take time to pray.” 
"Make time to pray.  “The great freight and passenger trains are never too busy to stop for fuel. No matter how congested the yards may be, no matter how crowded the schedules are, no matter how many things demand the attention of the trainmen, those trains always stop for fuel.”  M.E. Andross




“Those persons who know the deep peace of God, the unfathomable peace that passeth all understanding, are always men and women of much prayer." RA Torrey

"The Bible is not an end in itself, but a means to bring men to an intimate and satisfying knowledge of God, that they may enter into Him, that they may delight in His Presence, may taste and know the inner sweetness of the very God Himself in the core and center of their hearts" AW Tozer

"Each time, before you intercede, be quiet first and worship God in His glory. Think of what He can do and how He delights to hear the prayers of His redeemed people. Think of your place and privilege In Christ ane expect Great things!" Andrew Murray

"Beware in your prayers, above everything else, of limiting God, not only by unbelief, but by fancying that you know what He can do. Expect unexpected things 'above all that we ask or think.'"  Andrew Murray 

"The Lord Jesus will every day from heaven continue His work in me, But on one condition- the soul must give Him time each day to impart His love and grace. Time alone with the Lord Jesus each day is the indispensable condition of growth and power" Andrew Murray


“The trouble with nearly everybody who prays is that he says ‘Amen’ and runs away before God has a chance to reply. Listening to God is far more important than giving Him our ideas.” 

Thursday, January 19, 2012